I dream I’m falling again

My mind decides to speak for my heart

As the daylight brings another break

It felt like my body was being pulled apart

It felt like bone scraping bone back

Diamond cut Razor sharp blade

Cut so deep it’ll never fade

I dream I’m falling over again

We’re dancing and it’s not the same

I’m crying, but you can’t see in the rain

How the hell can I stomach this pain?

I know I could have been your everything

New pain I never felt before leaves me

Crying, screaming, clenching in pain,

I thought Metal made you stronger?

Diamond sharpens the Razor blade

Cut so deep, the pain never fades

everdamn

August 2020